Friday, January 31

Holy mother of crap! I still remember the password to this dead old blog of mine.
Ok so the last time i checked, it was 2011 and wahey it's already 2014. It freaks
me out sometimes how time flies you know. I remember when i was still in my 
teenage years, I wanted to grow old so badly. Now that i'm already old enough, 
nothing seems to be getting any better. No surprise there. Seems like the older
you get, the lesser chance of you being happy. Or isit just me? Sigh really alot 
has changed within the years, i've been through alot and by alot i mean A LOT.
Sold out our house and god knows how many times we've been moving house.
From a relative's house, to a rented room, to another rented house i seriously
don't want to go through that phase again. The main thing right now is to focus 
on my final exams. Graduation in 2 months time bitches! Really can't wait to 
get my ass out of that school. Crap i still have yet to sort out my PPT slides,
one week to FYP presention. Don't wanna screw this one over. Till next time!

Aini,xo 

Monday, April 18

Ehem! Ehem! Testing 1 2 3? So hello there, old bloggie. I didn't knew you still exists. Woah, is there even anybody using blogger these days? There's already facebook and tumblr and twitter. So basically i'm talking to myself right now, because i trust and know that there's not a single soul reading my blog. Well, if there is.. Then i thankyou for visiting this dead site of mine. Fuck mondays, i cant figure out why my eyes cant seem to shut. Grrrr~ I'm schooling tmr, and i'm still up right now. How worse can that be? So yeah, my life is getting more fucked up. So many problems coming in my way, and i'm taking my freakin O lvl this year. I dont think i cant do well. Who knows i might even fail it. Which i hope i wont because i really wna continue studying in a poly, like fucking hell yes. So god, please answer my prayers.

Sunday, July 11



omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!
I fuckin' excited for Spain's match ltr, im even jumping
like one stupid monkey in the house. So excited that
im about to pee la omg! Hahahaha okay gila! 
heeeeee, i've been supporting Spain from the starting
of the worlcup. Not like some ppl, who contstanly change
who they support ;p I'm a sincere fan yknow, so touching
right Spain? Okay seriously, cannot wait for it. Idk why!
Whatever happens, they must diedie win the freaking worldcup!
Go spain, i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee you. Muaaaaaah <3

All i want to do is find a way back to love. Tanananana~
Music and Lyrics was a great movie, so touching gitu right. 
<33333333333333

Thursday, July 8


Pick it up up up up up, never say never! Apparently i feel very x100
jaded plus weak physicaly and mentally! Especially after staying up 
through up the whole night yesterday, without even sleeping. Why you
ask? Simple, i risked my night just for my lovey dovey Spain. Was worth 
it after all, watching them win. So fucking happy, you didn't know how happy
i was and you wouldn't wanna knew what i did. Hehehe Okay, today was 
a very long day indeed. I just got back home from school, I had N lvl eng
oral earlier on, and fuck yeah i feel so happy with myself for throwing out 
every single thing about the picture. The conversation part was okay too, 
overall i think i did pretty good. Yay me <3 After that, looked on my 
redcross juniors fo awhile, then headed back home with my heavy soul.

Ps: Fuck you for not trying to understanding me, k bye.

xoxo, aini

Monday, July 5


Hi there fellow readers! Guess what, guess what?! I didn't sleep for 
the whole of today. Now i'm not even sleepy! So proud of myself. 
I'm gonna break the world record for longest hours without sleep. 
How bout that?! World record much eh, Aini -_- I had a great web
caming session with plenty of ppl. Plus a very memorable chat with
Syida and some others too. I love you gurl, thanks for everything. I'm
 glad we chatted just now. There's alot of story telling tonight, i shed
plenty of  tear drops yknow. Touching stories from different 
people, and i really am touched. And that makes me realise how
important family is to me, well to be precise only my parents uh.
My sisters, don't even mention it alright. Pfffft.Yessa babe, there's
no school today. Cool or whuat?! Can slack one more day, my
body have been aching every where. Muscle sore everywhere! 
Darn, i've been going out too much lately. Plus i gotta lose some 
weights man, i'm growing fatter. Fat legs, i hate it man. Feels like 
chopping it off, oppps! I mean the fats only ;p Hehaw, okay i've
got nth else to say. K bye muah muah 


xoxo ,aini

Sunday, July 4


I wish i could tell you right into your fucking face. 
All the things that i've burried inside of me, i've keep
it inside that i feel like exploding right now. Why do you have
to do this to me? Fuck jealousy la, fuck everything, and most 
of all fuck you. I'm at my weakest point now, really. I feel 
like crying like a baby and express all my thought and feelings.
When ppl do this to you, you get mad. But when you do this
to me.. It's like nothing happened. I'm a fucking invisible wall
to you. Yeah, that's right. Now i gotta have some time alone,
and let Spain cheer me up ltr. :(

Thursday, July 1



So sad for me to say, school suck. Not because of other stuff,
it's the studies! I cant really cope with it, but i'm working hard.
Still slacking, but progressing. I'm scared it's too late. Urgh
maybe i should go to ITE, then take higher nitec and then go
on with poly? SHOULD I?!?! But my heart tells me to continue
with sec5. With my results like shit, i don't think i can make it luh.
Unless, a miracle happens to me -.- I hope i really can make it.
If only i have someone to tutor me every single day, tsssssk.
Well, this is life. Fuck, i think i'm in luv. Kay nono, no time for
love luh. K bye


xoxo, aini

Thursday, June 24

Hi girl, i want your longlong hair fucking badly ;( SO NICEEEE!
Bet it looks nicer on me ;p Kay hair, faster grow okay. 

Wednesday, June 23

I like like like like like this picture alotlotlotlotlotlot, can or not? <3 haha Okay, wuuutz it's 6.57am in the morning. I haven't slept since just now, blame it all to worldcup. I can't fucking close my eyes, everyone must be sleeping soundly and i'm here all alone. Msn friends also went to sleep already, the rest never talk! -.-' Walao, i thought the world never sleeps! But why everyone go to sleep alr?!?!?! Huh? Why? I bet my eye bags are gonna pop out right under my eyes like nobody's business! OMG  I HATE IT LAH. School holidays are ending soon, maybe too soon. Because i haven't done any of my homeworks! Eh i did some, only for math uh cause i do the hard one first. While i leave my Chem, Poa hwk untouched. So gonna be dead when sch re-opens. And yes, i didn't even touch my textbooks. Hah! Beat that, kids! Omg aini, you're taking N level for godness sake, wake upppppp. Okay, maybe i shall revise abit of Ss and Geog later? Or now? Alaaaah, but very lazy lei. How?! ;(
What is up New York?! Oh Singapore, i meant! Currently waiting for the long and short hand to reach 2am,
then I can watch Greece Vs ARGENTINA omgomgomgomg, excited can?? Let's just hope Argentina will win, i mean they will win one la right? *Cross fingers. Just got back from 7eleven with bro and sissy, hehe. We're naughty tonight because we sneaked out of the house without mum and dad's notification. (PIKIR FB PER NOTICATION) Okay swear, aku lame. HEH! Yup, we went to 7eleven nearby to buy some food la since we were so famished just now. It's not like my first time or something sneaking out of the house aft midnight. HAHAHAHA okay pecah lubang! ;p Eh guess what, i'm still hungraaaaay after eating a cup of noodle and calbee crackers. OPPPS! Lupe bace Bismillah, sorry mak. Haiya, anyone kind enough to offer me a taste of your meat. *grinssssss Muahahaha, okay i very bored now. I need entertainment ;( Kay bye la, adeq want to play comp!


XOXO, aini.