Today; went bowling and played pool with friends. And thousand of apologies to Ekha for not able to tag along with you and the others to Vivo eh eh. Eeeeeeeek, i hate that stupid-pig-skinned-addidas-shoe! That particular shoe catched my eyes, so then i stroke its fur like dont want to let go like that, skali was PIG EDITION! Pig skin betol siak! So leceh like that need to clean my hands with mud, but eh didnt know mud could be such a nice thing to touch. Haha, when you scrub your hand with it, you can feel like you're on cloud9. Relaxing! Kay sucha stupid thing to talk about. OMFG, school's opening like in 3weeks? And i havent even bought a single thing for school. Baek uhr Aini!/

The sun is blinding, and i stayed up again, watching th stars
above. Starring at the blank blue sky, feeling the breezing wind touching my
skin. Im safe up high, nothing can touch me. But im feeling this good sober,
thats not the way i wanted my story to end. When its good, then its good, its so
good untill it goes bad, then i try my best to find the old me that i once had.
I was sucha journey, but i broke down in agony trying to find a perfect soul. Im
so tired, tired of fighting the night that was full of darkness. I've been
fighting for tmr, hoping that someone would show up and somehow stand up from
the crowd. The next morning i woke up, i found you.. It feels like were swimming
upstream through the heartaches and lived through the darkest days. You made it
real for me, but till now i still dont know which step to take. I so scared that
i might take th wrong one and ending up screwing up life. To be continued.....
[based on a true story] Laugh out loud -__________-