Wednesday, December 17

i needed you so much,

When i woke up the next morning, i found my phone on your desk. And when i use the comp, you tried to see what im doing? When i chat, you tried to read my convos. Wtf, can i like have my fcuking own privacy?!! Is it that hard to mind your own life and not mine? Hey c'mon, did i ever touched your things? Did i ever peek into the room to see what you're doing? The answer is simply HELL NO! So then, why are you even curious to know whats happening in my life? You didnt even care to know last time, and now look who's turning their brain upside down? I know you're part of my life, part of my family but it doesnt have to get to this point right? Do you even think your fcuking child is going to such things like those bad kids are doing? Huh? Dont tell me which type of friends to choose, dont tell me my friends are no good. Cause YOU DONT EVEN CARE! Why bother acting like you cared, when you dont at all? I had enough, yeah yeah. I know i still look fresh, happy, bubbly, but you'll never know what its like in the inside that has been hiding. I even tried putting on a smile when things go hay wire, because i want nobody to know. But now you alr know. FACE IT BITCH, NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. To you people reading, say whatever you want now. Cause i dont care alr. /Friends? Yeah right, call yourself a friend? Much more of a friend who doesnt listen but only reads my blog. I thought things would go with the flow, but hell no my predictions were wrong. I dont wanna go any further right now, so i'll end everything here. *SIGHH SIGHHH SIGHHH SIGHHH Saying bye with much much much much of dissapoinment..... Bye.