And by now you should really know, i dont blog much already. Life before and now is has so much difference, and im trying to blog you see. So yeah.. Looking at people enjoying their everyday life, it gave me little wonders why was'nt mine any similiar to theirs. I've been waiting forever to let my moment come alive, i guess its just not now. Maybe 20years down the deserted road. No, i guess i dont wanna fall in love any more ever again. But its damn hard when people just come in flowing into your life like a river. It just brings me nowhere near happiness, but people just tend to fall for everyone they see and without even knowing that person's name. That is oh, so true. And it includes me, i just wish i could freeze up the time and adjust every single thing that's not right. Then, world would be peace forever! Well, that's basically Obama's job. I want nothing but world peace and justice, no more heartaching, no more suicide boming, no more breakups. Just an everlasting worldpeace yknow. I dont know why out of the blue moon, my mind came across all this. Whatever.How i wish a could really start a fresh, dig out every single moments in life, forgetting everyone that i ever knew, and start a life with a fresh beggining. Butbut, people keep saying a brokenheart can still survive? Well, i dont know about mine. I wish i could fix this f*ucking screwed life of mine, family problems, friends, and manymany more. Sigh, no more pressure please alright. Life's kiling me but luckily i still have little encouragements. & oh, im down with fever. Like finally, no need for me to clean this and that. Been sneezing my ass off, and wasting tissues. ); Urgh, let me have a breakwill you. Like Syikin said, we're in the same boat but we wont give up and row the boat till theend. Perserve till the end!
Ytd night went to little sissy's graduation ceremony, saw haz bby. & Guess what, her sissy and my sissy is gonna be in the same class next year, JIWER! -___- Like a big finally. So we chilled and talk, share problems here and there. I hope she's fine now, and she's off to malaysia soon. Gonna miss you, come back safely! :D I'm not sure if im going out today, havent confirmed with
friends yet. To people who have hurt me much enough, please just give me a break. Life's been a burden to me, im not considering you as 'bad people', or whatever so just move on with your life
without me. Im always okay with it, and to that someone.. Am so sorry for hurting your feelings, i know you've waited for me so long. But i'm left with nothing to do, but only telling the truth and being honest with you. Thanks for your memories, J_______. (;
