Oy ya Oy;

Kay, taek uh oke! I blog when im angry, stress,

depressed, and th else you might not wanna know. Just leave

it unknown oke. I just suddenly felt like, there's no point to be

living except for respecting god. Yeah, th others.. Can just forget about

it. I know, i look like i'm not having problems and all. But actually inside me

is alr dying. Really dying, maot peh oke. Not a minor one, just to tell you guys..

I'm not a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY person, like you ppl. Everything you want you get

just within a blink of an eye. Even if i seek for happiness, glory-ness, waiting for my

whole life would be ainidamnit worthless! Nope, not joking at all. Every single thing i

think of will link me to.....'forget it, its worthless', kinda feeling. I just appriciate

one thing in my life, god. /I'm meant to live alone, yes alone w/o anybody. Seems

like it. I dont even have a bit of courage and confidence in contienue-ing my life.

Oh not, not attempting suicide oke ppl. Might be having M0OD-SWING, and i promise

this time i'll be always SWING-ING MY MOOD. Semangkin hary, ku semangkin

rindu. But if i miss him like hell, there's no point. Things will alwys be th same

and it makes no difference. Yeahyeah, whatever aini. Like who cares gytuh. I know

100% of you will be nodding yr head. Klaww tk care, tk pyh bacer. Chey, like

understand gytuh aini. Ape2 luhh, aslkan krg happy dan aku tarq. Oke?

SETTTTTTTTTTT uh. Kluh, seriously i've no mood to talk nomore.

kay done ;