Wednesday, June 16


Good mawning <3 It's raining early in the morning. Damn, makes me
wanna go back to bed. But neh, i've been sleeping to much lately. And 
i keep forgetting to reply texts, bwahaha. Sorry eh to those whom i didn't
reply. You should know why already -.-' So i spent the past two days 
going out. Monday went out with F, tried completing my homeworks.
FAIL. Sorry for ruining your day, i kept quiet for most of the time. 
Fuck moodswings please. Tsk! Followed by Tuesday, meet bestf and
Syifaq @ BPP and accompany them to buy something. YAY, they opened 
a new DAISO outlet @ BPP! Hee best, i lioke! Then i follow bestf,
hang out under her void-deck and did our homework. Hehe, something
or rather someone made me so sexcited. So hot please, Khad will
surely know what i'm talking about. Then at night headed to City hall 
with mum and sissy! Sucha tiring day indeed. And today is Wednesday, no plans
for today. YET! Haha, i feel like going out again but veli lazy and i've run 
out of clothes to wear. :O For the mean time, let me enjoy the rain. 
Whooooo, so cold~ 

Sunday, June 13


 
Hi, imma retard! Do you wanna be friends wimme? Say yes!
HEHE. See la, this is what you get out of boredom. Oh help me!
I can't sleep, and i dont know why! It's hard for me to close my
eyes, i keep tossing and turning on my bed. Maybe because you're
not here beside me. Woooots cut the crap aini. K bye.



Friday, June 11

Goodmorning people of earth!
I had a nightmare, and i woke up thinking what if
it really will happen. Oh god, please don't make it happen.
Life will be a tragedy if it happens, tsk. So now, i can't go
back to sleep. Darn! Yesterday i ended up at home for the
whole day, and i did some homeworks. But only 5 question,
then i was distracted with text msges. HAHAHAHAH
Like this eh, i dont think i can ever finish my homeworks.
Maybe today going, just maybe. HAHA Kay la, i'm out of
words alr.


xoxo, aini

Thursday, June 10


RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWR! Hi, i'm bored.
I'm alone at home, with no food in the kitchen. How sad
is that? Hmm okay, holidays are obviously such a bore. I've
been attending remedials and i'm happy that i've cleared some
doubts about some topics. Eh seriously, i'm damn bored now.
Three people ask me out, i don't even know who to follow.
But second thought, i don't feel like going out. But i want to!
PLUS, i've run out of clothes to wear. How? I'm a broke
kid :( I wanna go shopping, i wanna buy all the clothes! 
I want to buy the world! -.- LSFJSDFSDOBERUGBERTBERTBE

Tuesday, June 8

chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! Let me tell you something cool, i'm using my phone to blog. For the very first time! Using my house wifi ;> not cool enuf? Hmmmm kay something cooler.. i was late for 4hours for my math remedial just now, but still i turned up for it. Okay, that's cool! there's chem remedial tmr, and it's 2plus in the morning. I'm still lying on my bed blogging like one idiot. somehow i felt very offended by the way you talk to me, and the way your treat me now. It's so much different from last time. Oh well, face it bitch. People change, right? thats sucks big time :(( somenoody fix my broken heart? :@

Friday, June 4


You make me wanna say O o O o O o OH MY GOD! xD
hello people of earth, i wanna be happy today. I wanna hide
my scars and sorrows for now. I wanna have a bright future and life. 
I wanna have that smile again. I wanna be friends with everybody
on earth. I wanna buy all the things i want(errr, wait that's impossible)
Ah cut the crap will you?! I just wanna be a happy girl, because
happy girls are the prettiest. ;P


Hi, you hungry? You hungry? NAH! Take that you bitches! 
NOW THAT'S SOMETHING TO DIE FOR, DEFINITELY! Ahhhh,
imagine it melting inside your mouth,then run down your throat. OMG
I feel like eating up the picture <333 YUUUUUUUUUUM!
It's hard to think i'm good enough for anybody in this earth, 
because everyone has their own flaws and nobody is perfect.
But i guess i've been trying too hard to be perfect, for you. 
Too hard that i've decided to stop trying and stick to being
imperfect.  Imperfection is the new perfect. I guess? So for
anybody out there who think i'm imperfect, i thankyou so much 
for that. <3 

Time check: 4:21AM ^^ wah, i've got a fcuked up teeth in the picture =.-"
Jaiho! You are the reason that i breathe, the reason that i still believe. 
Zaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap! I feel so much better now, thanks to people who 
cheered me up. It's been a few days i've been sleeping late, even up till
6 am in the morning. YES believe it or not. I just can't sleep at night, i'll
be lying on my bed thinking about things and people that revolves around
my world. Rough, one word that can describe the life i'm having now. 
Only god knows what i'm going through, and i seek you for the right 
decisions i'm making. 

Thursday, June 3


Fucking IRRITATING bodoh kaw! Can you like for once think how others feel? And not only think of yourself. You think you're the only person in earth with feelings? No, you're fucking wrong. Aku macam nak pijak2 kepala kaw gitu, boley? Stop being self-centered! You think i'm happy with what i have now? No, i also face alot of problems in life. I deserve to be treated better than a fucking dog. Eeeeee serious la, i cannot take it. I also dont know how to let my tantrum out. I'm im mad please to talk to me, i might eat you up like a monster. Seriously. And moreover, i'm effing hungry. Only ate a fucking porridge for whole of today. Came back home, not even a single food at the kitchen. Gawd, i think i'd better be dead. Life sucks that i feel like crying.

Tuesday, June 1

I miss you, not the new you but the old you. Frankly speaking, it hurts me deep down inside when you say such things to me. But i dont know what wrong doings have i done to you, that you hate me so much. I just wanna be there for you when you need someone to talk to. And oh, please dont avoid yourself from me. ITS OBVIOUS :( I know you're reading this. Honestyly, i dont know what i did wrong but i just wanna say sorry.