Holy mother of crap! I still remember the password to this dead old blog of mine.

Ok so the last time i checked, it was 2011 and wahey it's already 2014. It freaks

me out sometimes how time flies you know. I remember when i was still in my 

teenage years, I wanted to grow old so badly. Now that i'm already old enough, 

nothing seems to be getting any better. No surprise there. Seems like the older

you get, the lesser chance of you being happy. Or isit just me? Sigh really alot 

has changed within the years, i've been through alot and by alot i mean A LOT.

Sold out our house and god knows how many times we've been moving house.

From a relative's house, to a rented room, to another rented house i seriously

don't want to go through that phase again. The main thing right now is to focus 

on my final exams. Graduation in 2 months time bitches! Really can't wait to 

get my ass out of that school. Crap i still have yet to sort out my PPT slides,

one week to FYP presention. Don't wanna screw this one over. Till next time!

Aini,xo 

Ehem! Ehem! Testing 1 2 3? So hello there, old bloggie. I didn't knew you still exists. Woah, is there even anybody using blogger these days? There's already facebook and tumblr and twitter. So basically i'm talking to myself right now, because i trust and know that there's not a single soul reading my blog. Well, if there is.. Then i thankyou for visiting this dead site of mine. Fuck mondays, i cant figure out why my eyes cant seem to shut. Grrrr~ I'm schooling tmr, and i'm still up right now. How worse can that be? So yeah, my life is getting more fucked up. So many problems coming in my way, and i'm taking my freakin O lvl this year. I dont think i cant do well. Who knows i might even fail it. Which i hope i wont because i really wna continue studying in a poly, like fucking hell yes. So god, please answer my prayers.

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!

I fuckin' excited for Spain's match ltr, im even jumping

like one stupid monkey in the house. So excited that

im about to pee la omg! Hahahaha okay gila! 

heeeeee, i've been supporting Spain from the starting

of the worlcup. Not like some ppl, who contstanly change

who they support ;p I'm a sincere fan yknow, so touching

right Spain? Okay seriously, cannot wait for it. Idk why!

Whatever happens, they must diedie win the freaking worldcup!

Go spain, i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee you. Muaaaaaah <3

All i want to do is find a way back to love. Tanananana~

Music and Lyrics was a great movie, so touching gitu right. 

<33333333333333

Pick it up up up up up, never say never! Apparently i feel very x100

jaded plus weak physicaly and mentally! Especially after staying up 

through up the whole night yesterday, without even sleeping. Why you

ask? Simple, i risked my night just for my lovey dovey Spain. Was worth 

it after all, watching them win. So fucking happy, you didn't know how happy

i was and you wouldn't wanna knew what i did. Hehehe Okay, today was 

a very long day indeed. I just got back home from school, I had N lvl eng

oral earlier on, and fuck yeah i feel so happy with myself for throwing out 

every single thing about the picture. The conversation part was okay too, 

overall i think i did pretty good. Yay me <3 After that, looked on my 

redcross juniors fo awhile, then headed back home with my heavy soul.

Ps: Fuck you for not trying to understanding me, k bye.

xoxo, aini

Hi there fellow readers! Guess what, guess what?! I didn't sleep for 

the whole of today. Now i'm not even sleepy! So proud of myself. 

I'm gonna break the world record for longest hours without sleep. 

How bout that?! World record much eh, Aini -_- I had a great web

caming session with plenty of ppl. Plus a very memorable chat with

Syida and some others too. I love you gurl, thanks for everything. I'm

 glad we chatted just now. There's alot of story telling tonight, i shed

plenty of  tear drops yknow. Touching stories from different 

people, and i really am touched. And that makes me realise how

important family is to me, well to be precise only my parents uh.

My sisters, don't even mention it alright. Pfffft.Yessa babe, there's

no school today. Cool or whuat?! Can slack one more day, my

body have been aching every where. Muscle sore everywhere! 

Darn, i've been going out too much lately. Plus i gotta lose some 

weights man, i'm growing fatter. Fat legs, i hate it man. Feels like 

chopping it off, oppps! I mean the fats only ;p Hehaw, okay i've

got nth else to say. K bye muah muah 

xoxo ,aini

I wish i could tell you right into your fucking face. 

All the things that i've burried inside of me, i've keep

it inside that i feel like exploding right now. Why do you have

to do this to me? Fuck jealousy la, fuck everything, and most 

of all fuck you. I'm at my weakest point now, really. I feel 

like crying like a baby and express all my thought and feelings.

When ppl do this to you, you get mad. But when you do this

to me.. It's like nothing happened. I'm a fucking invisible wall

to you. Yeah, that's right. Now i gotta have some time alone,

and let Spain cheer me up ltr. :(

So sad for me to say, school suck. Not because of other stuff,

it's the studies! I cant really cope with it, but i'm working hard.

Still slacking, but progressing. I'm scared it's too late. Urgh

maybe i should go to ITE, then take higher nitec and then go

on with poly? SHOULD I?!?! But my heart tells me to continue

with sec5. With my results like shit, i don't think i can make it luh.

Unless, a miracle happens to me -.- I hope i really can make it.
If only i have someone to tutor me every single day, tsssssk.
Well, this is life. Fuck, i think i'm in luv. Kay nono, no time for
love luh. K bye


xoxo, aini

Hi girl, i want your longlong hair fucking badly ;( SO NICEEEE!

Bet it looks nicer on me ;p Kay hair, faster grow okay. 

I like like like like like this picture alotlotlotlotlotlot, can or not? <3 haha Okay, wuuutz it's 6.57am in the morning. I haven't slept since just now, blame it all to worldcup. I can't fucking close my eyes, everyone must be sleeping soundly and i'm here all alone. Msn friends also went to sleep already, the rest never talk! -.-' Walao, i thought the world never sleeps! But why everyone go to sleep alr?!?!?! Huh? Why? I bet my eye bags are gonna pop out right under my eyes like nobody's business! OMG  I HATE IT LAH. School holidays are ending soon, maybe too soon. Because i haven't done any of my homeworks! Eh i did some, only for math uh cause i do the hard one first. While i leave my Chem, Poa hwk untouched. So gonna be dead when sch re-opens. And yes, i didn't even touch my textbooks. Hah! Beat that, kids! Omg aini, you're taking N level for godness sake, wake upppppp. Okay, maybe i shall revise abit of Ss and Geog later? Or now? Alaaaah, but very lazy lei. How?! ;(

What is up New York?! Oh Singapore, i meant! Currently waiting for the long and short hand to reach 2am,
then I can watch Greece Vs ARGENTINA omgomgomgomg, excited can?? Let's just hope Argentina will win, i mean they will win one la right? *Cross fingers. Just got back from 7eleven with bro and sissy, hehe. We're naughty tonight because we sneaked out of the house without mum and dad's notification. (PIKIR FB PER NOTICATION) Okay swear, aku lame. HEH! Yup, we went to 7eleven nearby to buy some food la since we were so famished just now. It's not like my first time or something sneaking out of the house aft midnight. HAHAHAHA okay pecah lubang! ;p Eh guess what, i'm still hungraaaaay after eating a cup of noodle and calbee crackers. OPPPS! Lupe bace Bismillah, sorry mak. Haiya, anyone kind enough to offer me a taste of your meat. *grinssssss Muahahaha, okay i very bored now. I need entertainment ;( Kay bye la, adeq want to play comp!


XOXO, aini.

Good mawning <3 It's raining early in the morning. Damn, makes me

wanna go back to bed. But neh, i've been sleeping to much lately. And 

i keep forgetting to reply texts, bwahaha. Sorry eh to those whom i didn't

reply. You should know why already -.-' So i spent the past two days 

going out. Monday went out with F, tried completing my homeworks.

FAIL. Sorry for ruining your day, i kept quiet for most of the time. 

Fuck moodswings please. Tsk! Followed by Tuesday, meet bestf and

Syifaq @ BPP and accompany them to buy something. YAY, they opened 

a new DAISO outlet @ BPP! Hee best, i lioke! Then i follow bestf,

hang out under her void-deck and did our homework. Hehe, something

or rather someone made me so sexcited. So hot please, Khad will

surely know what i'm talking about. Then at night headed to City hall 

with mum and sissy! Sucha tiring day indeed. And today is Wednesday, no plans

for today. YET! Haha, i feel like going out again but veli lazy and i've run 

out of clothes to wear. :O For the mean time, let me enjoy the rain. 

Whooooo, so cold~ 

 Hi, imma retard! Do you wanna be friends wimme? Say yes!

HEHE. See la, this is what you get out of boredom. Oh help me!

I can't sleep, and i dont know why! It's hard for me to close my

eyes, i keep tossing and turning on my bed. Maybe because you're

not here beside me. Woooots cut the crap aini. K bye.

Goodmorning people of earth!

I had a nightmare, and i woke up thinking what if

it really will happen. Oh god, please don't make it happen.

Life will be a tragedy if it happens, tsk. So now, i can't go

back to sleep. Darn! Yesterday i ended up at home for the

whole day, and i did some homeworks. But only 5 question,

then i was distracted with text msges. HAHAHAHAH

Like this eh, i dont think i can ever finish my homeworks.

Maybe today going, just maybe. HAHA Kay la, i'm out of

words alr.

xoxo, aini

RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWR! Hi, i'm bored.

I'm alone at home, with no food in the kitchen. How sad

is that? Hmm okay, holidays are obviously such a bore. I've

been attending remedials and i'm happy that i've cleared some

doubts about some topics. Eh seriously, i'm damn bored now.

Three people ask me out, i don't even know who to follow.

But second thought, i don't feel like going out. But i want to!

PLUS, i've run out of clothes to wear. How? I'm a broke

kid :( I wanna go shopping, i wanna buy all the clothes! 

I want to buy the world! -.- LSFJSDFSDOBERUGBERTBERTBE

chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! Let me tell you something cool, i'm using my phone to blog. For the very first time! Using my house wifi ;> not cool enuf? Hmmmm kay something cooler.. i was late for 4hours for my math remedial just now, but still i turned up for it. Okay, that's cool! there's chem remedial tmr, and it's 2plus in the morning. I'm still lying on my bed blogging like one idiot. somehow i felt very offended by the way you talk to me, and the way your treat me now. It's so much different from last time. Oh well, face it bitch. People change, right? thats sucks big time :(( somenoody fix my broken heart? :@

You make me wanna say O o O o O o OH MY GOD! xD

hello people of earth, i wanna be happy today. I wanna hide

my scars and sorrows for now. I wanna have a bright future and life. 

I wanna have that smile again. I wanna be friends with everybody

on earth. I wanna buy all the things i want(errr, wait that's impossible)

Ah cut the crap will you?! I just wanna be a happy girl, because

happy girls are the prettiest. ;P

Hi, you hungry? You hungry? NAH! Take that you bitches! 

NOW THAT'S SOMETHING TO DIE FOR, DEFINITELY! Ahhhh,

imagine it melting inside your mouth,then run down your throat. OMG

I feel like eating up the picture <333 YUUUUUUUUUUM!

It's hard to think i'm good enough for anybody in this earth, 

because everyone has their own flaws and nobody is perfect.

But i guess i've been trying too hard to be perfect, for you. 

Too hard that i've decided to stop trying and stick to being

imperfect.  Imperfection is the new perfect. I guess? So for

anybody out there who think i'm imperfect, i thankyou so much 

for that. <3 

Time check: 4:21AM ^^ wah, i've got a fcuked up teeth in the picture =.-"

Jaiho! You are the reason that i breathe, the reason that i still believe. 

Zaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap! I feel so much better now, thanks to people who 

cheered me up. It's been a few days i've been sleeping late, even up till

6 am in the morning. YES believe it or not. I just can't sleep at night, i'll

be lying on my bed thinking about things and people that revolves around

my world. Rough, one word that can describe the life i'm having now. 

Only god knows what i'm going through, and i seek you for the right 

decisions i'm making.