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2011-04-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

Ehem! Ehem! Testing 1 2 3? So hello there, old bloggie. I didn't knew you still exists. Woah, is there even anybody using blogger these days? There's already facebook and tumblr and twitter. So basically i'm talking to myself right now, because i trust and know that there's not a single soul reading my blog. Well, if there is.. Then i thankyou for visiting this dead site of mine. Fuck mondays, i cant figure out why my eyes cant seem to shut. Grrrr~ I'm schooling tmr, and i'm still up right now. How worse can that be? So yeah, my life is getting more fucked up. So many problems coming in my way, and i'm taking my freakin O lvl this year. I dont think i cant do well. Who knows i might even fail it. Which i hope i wont because i really wna continue studying in a poly, like fucking hell yes. So god, please answer my prayers.

2010-07-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!

I fuckin' excited for Spain's match ltr, im even jumping

like one stupid monkey in the house. So excited that

im about to pee la omg! Hahahaha okay gila!

heeeeee, i've been supporting Spain from the starting

of the worlcup. Not like some ppl, who contstanly change

who they support ;p I'm a sincere fan yknow, so touching

right Spain? Okay seriously, cannot wait for it. Idk why!

Whatever happens, they must diedie win the freaking worldcup!

Go spain, i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee you. Muaaaaaah <3

2010-07-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

All i want to do is find a way back to love. Tanananana~

Music and Lyrics was a great movie, so touching gitu right.

<33333333333333

2010-07-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

Pick it up up up up up, never say never! Apparently i feel very x100

jaded plus weak physicaly and mentally! Especially after staying up

through up the whole night yesterday, without even sleeping. Why you

ask? Simple, i risked my night just for my lovey dovey Spain. Was worth

it after all, watching them win. So fucking happy, you didn't know how happy

i was and you wouldn't wanna knew what i did. Hehehe Okay, today was

a very long day indeed. I just got back home from school, I had N lvl eng

oral earlier on, and fuck yeah i feel so happy with myself for throwing out

every single thing about the picture. The conversation part was okay too,

overall i think i did pretty good. Yay me <3 After that, looked on my

redcross juniors fo awhile, then headed back home with my heavy soul.

Ps: Fuck you for not trying to understanding me, k bye.

xoxo, aini

2010-07-05T09:36:00.000+08:00

Hi there fellow readers! Guess what, guess what?! I didn't sleep for

the whole of today. Now i'm not even sleepy! So proud of myself.

I'm gonna break the world record for longest hours without sleep.

How bout that?! World record much eh, Aini -_- I had a great web

caming session with plenty of ppl. Plus a very memorable chat with

Syida and some others too. I love you gurl, thanks for everything. I'm

glad we chatted just now. There's alot of story telling tonight, i shed

plenty of tear drops yknow. Touching stories from different

people, and i really am touched. And that makes me realise how

important family is to me, well to be precise only my parents uh.

My sisters, don't even mention it alright. Pfffft.Yessa babe, there's

no school today. Cool or whuat?! Can slack one more day, my

body have been aching every where. Muscle sore everywhere!

Darn, i've been going out too much lately. Plus i gotta lose some

weights man, i'm growing fatter. Fat legs, i hate it man. Feels like

chopping it off, oppps! I mean the fats only ;p Hehaw, okay i've

got nth else to say. K bye muah muah

xoxo ,aini

2010-07-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

I wish i could tell you right into your fucking face.

All the things that i've burried inside of me, i've keep

it inside that i feel like exploding right now. Why do you have

to do this to me? Fuck jealousy la, fuck everything, and most

of all fuck you. I'm at my weakest point now, really. I feel

like crying like a baby and express all my thought and feelings.

When ppl do this to you, you get mad. But when you do this

to me.. It's like nothing happened. I'm a fucking invisible wall

to you. Yeah, that's right. Now i gotta have some time alone,

and let Spain cheer me up ltr. :(

2010-07-01T18:50:00.000+08:00

So sad for me to say, school suck. Not because of other stuff,

it's the studies! I cant really cope with it, but i'm working hard.

Still slacking, but progressing. I'm scared it's too late. Urgh

maybe i should go to ITE, then take higher nitec and then go

on with poly? SHOULD I?!?! But my heart tells me to continue

with sec5. With my results like shit, i don't think i can make it luh.

Unless, a miracle happens to me -.- I hope i really can make it.
If only i have someone to tutor me every single day, tsssssk.
Well, this is life. Fuck, i think i'm in luv. Kay nono, no time for
love luh. K bye

xoxo, aini

2010-06-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

Hi girl, i want your longlong hair fucking badly ;( SO NICEEEE!

Bet it looks nicer on me ;p Kay hair, faster grow okay.

2010-06-23T07:04:00.000+08:00

I like like like like like this picture alotlotlotlotlotlot, can or not? <3 haha Okay, wuuutz it's 6.57am in the morning. I haven't slept since just now, blame it all to worldcup. I can't fucking close my eyes, everyone must be sleeping soundly and i'm here all alone. Msn friends also went to sleep already, the rest never talk! -.-' Walao, i thought the world never sleeps! But why everyone go to sleep alr?!?!?! Huh? Why? I bet my eye bags are gonna pop out right under my eyes like nobody's business! OMG I HATE IT LAH. School holidays are ending soon, maybe too soon. Because i haven't done any of my homeworks! Eh i did some, only for math uh cause i do the hard one first. While i leave my Chem, Poa hwk untouched. So gonna be dead when sch re-opens. And yes, i didn't even touch my textbooks. Hah! Beat that, kids! Omg aini, you're taking N level for godness sake, wake upppppp. Okay, maybe i shall revise abit of Ss and Geog later? Or now? Alaaaah, but very lazy lei. How?! ;(

2010-06-23T01:22:00.001+08:00

What is up New York?! Oh Singapore, i meant! Currently waiting for the long and short hand to reach 2am,
then I can watch Greece Vs ARGENTINA omgomgomgomg, excited can?? Let's just hope Argentina will win, i mean they will win one la right? *Cross fingers. Just got back from 7eleven with bro and sissy, hehe. We're naughty tonight because we sneaked out of the house without mum and dad's notification. (PIKIR FB PER NOTICATION) Okay swear, aku lame. HEH! Yup, we went to 7eleven nearby to buy some food la since we were so famished just now. It's not like my first time or something sneaking out of the house aft midnight. HAHAHAHA okay pecah lubang! ;p Eh guess what, i'm still hungraaaaay after eating a cup of noodle and calbee crackers. OPPPS! Lupe bace Bismillah, sorry mak. Haiya, anyone kind enough to offer me a taste of your meat. *grinssssss Muahahaha, okay i very bored now. I need entertainment ;( Kay bye la, adeq want to play comp!

XOXO, aini.

2010-06-16T11:01:00.003+08:00

Good mawning <3 It's raining early in the morning. Damn, makes me

wanna go back to bed. But neh, i've been sleeping to much lately. And

i keep forgetting to reply texts, bwahaha. Sorry eh to those whom i didn't

reply. You should know why already -.-' So i spent the past two days

going out. Monday went out with F, tried completing my homeworks.

FAIL. Sorry for ruining your day, i kept quiet for most of the time.

Fuck moodswings please. Tsk! Followed by Tuesday, meet bestf and

Syifaq @ BPP and accompany them to buy something. YAY, they opened

a new DAISO outlet @ BPP! Hee best, i lioke! Then i follow bestf,

hang out under her void-deck and did our homework. Hehe, something

or rather someone made me so sexcited. So hot please, Khad will

surely know what i'm talking about. Then at night headed to City hall

with mum and sissy! Sucha tiring day indeed. And today is Wednesday, no plans

for today. YET! Haha, i feel like going out again but veli lazy and i've run

out of clothes to wear. :O For the mean time, let me enjoy the rain.

Whooooo, so cold~

2010-06-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

Hi, imma retard! Do you wanna be friends wimme? Say yes!

HEHE. See la, this is what you get out of boredom. Oh help me!

I can't sleep, and i dont know why! It's hard for me to close my

eyes, i keep tossing and turning on my bed. Maybe because you're

not here beside me. Woooots cut the crap aini. K bye.

2010-06-11T07:27:00.002+08:00

Goodmorning people of earth!

I had a nightmare, and i woke up thinking what if

it really will happen. Oh god, please don't make it happen.

Life will be a tragedy if it happens, tsk. So now, i can't go

back to sleep. Darn! Yesterday i ended up at home for the

whole day, and i did some homeworks. But only 5 question,

then i was distracted with text msges. HAHAHAHAH

Like this eh, i dont think i can ever finish my homeworks.

Maybe today going, just maybe. HAHA Kay la, i'm out of

words alr.

xoxo, aini

2010-06-10T12:47:00.000+08:00

RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWR! Hi, i'm bored.

I'm alone at home, with no food in the kitchen. How sad

is that? Hmm okay, holidays are obviously such a bore. I've

been attending remedials and i'm happy that i've cleared some

doubts about some topics. Eh seriously, i'm damn bored now.

Three people ask me out, i don't even know who to follow.

But second thought, i don't feel like going out. But i want to!

PLUS, i've run out of clothes to wear. How? I'm a broke

kid :( I wanna go shopping, i wanna buy all the clothes!

I want to buy the world! -.- LSFJSDFSDOBERUGBERTBERTBE

2010-06-08T02:22:00.005+08:00

chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! Let me tell you something cool, i'm using my phone to blog. For the very first time! Using my house wifi ;> not cool enuf? Hmmmm kay something cooler.. i was late for 4hours for my math remedial just now, but still i turned up for it. Okay, that's cool! there's chem remedial tmr, and it's 2plus in the morning. I'm still lying on my bed blogging like one idiot. somehow i felt very offended by the way you talk to me, and the way your treat me now. It's so much different from last time. Oh well, face it bitch. People change, right? thats sucks big time :(( somenoody fix my broken heart? :@

2010-06-04T15:59:00.000+08:00

You make me wanna say O o O o O o OH MY GOD! xD

hello people of earth, i wanna be happy today. I wanna hide

my scars and sorrows for now. I wanna have a bright future and life.

I wanna have that smile again. I wanna be friends with everybody

on earth. I wanna buy all the things i want(errr, wait that's impossible)

Ah cut the crap will you?! I just wanna be a happy girl, because

happy girls are the prettiest. ;P

2010-06-04T04:50:00.002+08:00

Hi, you hungry? You hungry? NAH! Take that you bitches!

NOW THAT'S SOMETHING TO DIE FOR, DEFINITELY! Ahhhh,

imagine it melting inside your mouth,then run down your throat. OMG

I feel like eating up the picture <333 YUUUUUUUUUUM!

2010-06-04T04:36:00.000+08:00

It's hard to think i'm good enough for anybody in this earth,

because everyone has their own flaws and nobody is perfect.

But i guess i've been trying too hard to be perfect, for you.

Too hard that i've decided to stop trying and stick to being

imperfect. Imperfection is the new perfect. I guess? So for

anybody out there who think i'm imperfect, i thankyou so much

for that. <3

2010-06-04T04:29:00.002+08:00

Time check: 4:21AM ^^ wah, i've got a fcuked up teeth in the picture =.-"

Jaiho! You are the reason that i breathe, the reason that i still believe.

Zaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap! I feel so much better now, thanks to people who

cheered me up. It's been a few days i've been sleeping late, even up till

6 am in the morning. YES believe it or not. I just can't sleep at night, i'll

be lying on my bed thinking about things and people that revolves around

my world. Rough, one word that can describe the life i'm having now.

Only god knows what i'm going through, and i seek you for the right

decisions i'm making.

2010-06-03T17:11:00.001+08:00

Fucking IRRITATING bodoh kaw! Can you like for once think how others feel? And not only think of yourself. You think you're the only person in earth with feelings? No, you're fucking wrong. Aku macam nak pijak2 kepala kaw gitu, boley? Stop being self-centered! You think i'm happy with what i have now? No, i also face alot of problems in life. I deserve to be treated better than a fucking dog. Eeeeee serious la, i cannot take it. I also dont know how to let my tantrum out. I'm im mad please to talk to me, i might eat you up like a monster. Seriously. And moreover, i'm effing hungry. Only ate a fucking porridge for whole of today. Came back home, not even a single food at the kitchen. Gawd, i think i'd better be dead. Life sucks that i feel like crying.

2010-06-01T14:29:00.001+08:00

I miss you, not the new you but the old you. Frankly speaking, it hurts me deep down inside when you say such things to me. But i dont know what wrong doings have i done to you, that you hate me so much. I just wanna be there for you when you need someone to talk to. And oh, please dont avoid yourself from me. ITS OBVIOUS :( I know you're reading this. Honestyly, i dont know what i did wrong but i just wanna say sorry.

2010-05-31T04:38:00.002+08:00

Time check: 4.44AM, May 31
Hi Tonet, i miss you so freaking bad. Please come back, i've been dreaming about you all night. Haish. People please do me a favor if you're kind enough, help me pray upon his return can? I feel incomplete without having him around. Yes, you might say he's just a cat. But he's part of my life. I've been taking care of him since he was a kitten. Even before he open his eyes. Come back to mummy! tsssk :( *tearssss

xoxo, aini.

2010-05-28T10:11:00.003+08:00

Oinkkkkkkkkkkkkkz! Last day of school sucks, because i had fucking period cramps and my head was feeling damn heavy. My vision became blur, and everything turned yellow. I really couldn't take the pain, but i'm better now :) I wanna thank everyone for your concern yesterday, especially Khad! Without her, i dont know what'll happen to me then. And thankyou iqah and her mum for sending me home. (insert alotalotalot of heartzxzxzs) reached home, and straight away go to my bed without changing. HAHAHA! Slept for a few mins, woke up and the pain went away, thankgod. Then i decided to tag along with Iqah, Khad, Naz, Liana to go for bowling at lakeside. It was really x3 fun indeed, but damn tiring please. Went home ard 7pm, without eating and mum didnt cook anything! AHH GREAT! Till now, i still haven't eat yknow! Sad right? Aiya, screw 27 May 2010! Not my day. Okay best, today is the day eh youuuu. HEHAHUHO^^ K bye, me wanna shower. Nk mandi sama2? Tk boleeey! -_-

xoxo, aini

2010-05-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

I really miss my babyboy(it's a fucking cat), he's been missing for 1month now. *big sigh It really hurts to see people having their own cat to feed, to sleep next beside, to play with. Where ever you are, please come back. We miss you so badly, been searching high and low for you my dear boy. Haiz, god please bring me back my cat.

2010-05-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

Zaaaaaaaaaaaaap! So yes, two more days and there'll be no

more books and teachers. Actually no, there's study camp during

June hols. Walanday, siang2 dah kene book dgn cikgu. We can't

run away already, haha. But hey, it's for our own good as well. N lvl

will be nearing soon enough. Oh my, i can't bare to watch my report

book lei. Confirm alot of red inks. But i like red! Hahah okay wth aini?

I can't wait for Friday *grins HEHEH, somebody knows why. Eh i've

got nothing much to say already lei. How ah? Haha, okay sorry for

being random. -_-

xoxo,aini

2010-05-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

Sanyorita! Me is feeling very sad, because me failed

alot of subjects. I did studied, but i guess i didn't study

hard enough to meet satisfactory marks :( June hols? Enjoy?

I guess not, study study study like mad cow! Who wanna

study wimme, teeeeeell me. I really wanna pass my N lvl and

go up to sec5! Amin.

2010-05-17T17:23:00.000+08:00

Jealousy kills! KILL! KILL! KILL! I'd rather kill myself then being jealous, i hate this man. :( Brrrrrrr! I wish i could just shove aside all this fucking problems and concentrate on my studies, and make my parents proud of me. But looking at my midyear results, i bet they wont be. I wanna do well in my studies laaaah please? Can someone tell me how? Especially when people make life difficult for me. Haiyaaaaaaaaaaa! Thursday faster come please! I wanna meet youuuuuuuuuuuuuu, i wanna share stories. :((((((( *put alot alot of sad faces

2010-05-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

HAHA, i still remember this photo :) I look like

a guyyyyyyyyyy omg.

2010-05-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

It's always a sunny day in Singapore, eyy?

2010-05-14T21:01:00.001+08:00

Gimme' hope, Joanna. Gimme hope!

Still remember the song? Gawd, im really bored.

I'm about to spam my own blog :)

2010-05-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii^^

I'm bored :(

2010-05-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

Wadup brothers and sisters! It's been a long time since i touch my blog, ey? I wanted to stay focus on my midyear exams, but seems like there's no hope in passing them. Seriously.. I've studied! But nothing goes into my mind, i need a tutor in every subject sia. Hmmmm, so life's been fine. SOOO FINE, since i met this person. Heh, never fail to make my days without fail. And friends who are hyper, that makes me hyper too. I just wanted to drop by to say that my life is brighten a little, i hope it stays this way forever :) How bout you? I hope you're fine! Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, woooop im out of words. Sorry, blog soon okay?

xoxo, aini

2010-05-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

crycrycry, is that all you can do? Im so sorry, i aint a strong girl anymore. It feels like being stabbed behind the back, dyou know? Do you even fucking care? I thought i could trust you, its like falling into a trap. I regret getting to know you at first. Mind me if i was being stupid, i made the same mistake over and over again. I should be focusing on my fucking geography right now, but THIS interrupted me. I should have listen to my friends. AINI WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID? YOU NEVER LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES, DO YOU? I seriously have nothing else to say to you anymore, enough is enough. SIGH

2010-04-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

fucked up. fucked up. fucked up. k bye.

2010-04-30T17:52:00.000+08:00

WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO SEE YOU BOTH TOGETHER?

D'YOU KNOW THAT IT HURTS ME SO MUCH.

I TRIED MY VERY BEST TO STOP LIKING YOU, BUT YOU

ALWAYS APPEAR INFRONT OF MY EYES. WHYYYYYYYYY?

STOP HURTING ME :(((((((

2010-04-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

Life's playing games with me, god's giving me a big challenge i cant handle. And i dont like it. Need i say more? Life sucks for now. Dad's giving me alot of problems, my studies are affected. Now, i cant even finish a single homework. I keep thinking about it, it just makes me wanna cry. Oh urmm, i did cry. I used to be a strong girl, but not anymore. Not only dad, but i'm love-sick. People come people go, but the people you expect to stay with you forever infact wont stay with you forever. I dont wanna sound so emotional here, so i'll just stop typing about this shit aye?

Alright, so i was out the whole saturday. Phew! It was tiring indeed. In the afternoon, went for math remedial with the others. Was worth it, remedials are always worth it for me. Heh, okay then ended at around 1. Fai texted me to confirm if we were meeting, then i said YES. Sorry to my friends, i couldnt tag along to study with you guys at lot1. So i hurriedly went home, get changed, but the minute i wanted to step out of the house. IT RAINED! I was like fuck, HOW TO GO OUT LIKE THIS. So yeaaa, waited for the rain to calm down then headed to bugis National lib, meet Fai and Merk(his friend), then came along his cousin and another two of their friends. They were all friendly, so yeaaa. But that time, my mood swing came so i didnt talk much. SORRY ;( And i didnt eat, grrrr. Walk walk around bugis street, decided to head home around 8plus. Bid our goodbyes, and that was it. Meet soon pretty please, heeeh. Okay fuck my homeworks are not done yet, i guess im off now. BYE

xoxo, aini

2010-04-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

Gum is fine, but now sore eyes. What next? My life is soooooooo miserable! Especially when my eyes are one big and small, and one is red while the other side is not. I look like a red-eyed monster :( Boohoo i feel so retarded. Many told me to visit the docter, but i did'nt want to. Not to cause any inconvinience but i seriously dont wanna miss my remedial lesson and also lesson, because there's Math level test tomorrow. And moreover, exams are reaching soon. Therefore, its not a very good time to take MC. Sorry friends. I hope i wont spread my germs to any of you guys :) OMG i realise that my eyebags are getting more obvious, grrrrr hate hate hate it sooo much! Darrrrrn it, there's two test clashing tmr which is Math and Chem, both are level test so i shall take it seriously and mug tonight. Well it wont be that effective, but atleast i can get some facts in my bloody mind eeyyy? HAHA okaaaaay gotta go and study guys.

XOXO, aini

2010-04-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

Congrats boy. I really hope she's the one for you, lead a happy life yea.

2010-04-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy term! I think i might not have the time to blog anymore, midyear exams is coming bitches! So lets do our best and score well for this one. I haven't really been starting my revision, only doing notes. Progressing aye? HA HA hope you've started your revision, before its too late. Been really busy with school stuff, all the remedials and shit. And the homeworks are starting to pile up. Sorry if i dont have the time to entertain people because im busy, like cant you see? Haha and i dont even have the time to blog about my life right now, well to cut it short.. It's just a roller coaster ride to me, goes up and down non-stop hitz. I try to endure with whatever shit ppl are giving me so i dont have to waste my time. My gum still hurts! But its getting better day by day, thanks to the people who are concern. With that, i wanna end my post. cheyyy debah, like speech liddat hor. Okay luh, peace and luv from aini!

XOXO

2010-03-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

Everytime i see your name, i try to hold back all the tears cause the thought of you makes me sad. But today, i really couldn't take it anymore. Sorry is all i can say to you. I guess you shouldn't put any high hopes on me in first place. Its affecting me, badly even in my studies.. SIGGGGGH ;( AINI YOURE SUCHA A MOTHERFUCKIN' LOSER YKNOW THAT.

2010-03-30T01:14:00.000+08:00

Why must this happen in a time like this, whyyyyyyyyyy god whyyyyyyyyyy?
I try to be as nice as i can, but that wont work. That wont work, this wont work.
What else can i do, tell me? GAWWWWWWWWD :( Please gimme back my
life that i use to have, i prefer that. I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY! *BIG SIGH

2010-03-16T22:34:00.001+08:00

Greeting my fellow readers ^^ How ya'll been? Hope everything is doing fine. Yes holidays has started, and for the two days that passed, i only managed to complete a quarter of my math worksheet. And believe it or not, i still got alot of homework yet to be done. Fucking lazy la please ;( Oh yes redcross annual camp was great, it was da BOMB. The best camp compared to recent years! Me like it, hehe. So what have i been doing the pass few days? You want to know? Okay i tell you. Ummm, text ppl the whole day, watch tv, sleep, do homework, go online, webby with ppl, eat and sleep. WAAAAAAAAH, gerek pe life. Slack all the way gytuk ehh! Haha, but i've gotta admit that life is kinda boring when there's no school. No kidding.. But the weird thing is, when i'm at school. I dont feel like schooling but going home and slack. WTH! -..- Yessa, tmr going out! Like finally eh, but with who. You dont have to know ^^ Nyeeeeeeeeeet! Oh ya, btw went jogging with mum and sissy earlier in the evening just now. LIKE OH-MY-GAWD(EHEM EHEM! trying to sound bimbotic) i was like jogging all the way non-stop, and i was like sweating like a pig you know. Damn tiring lah like omg! hopefully i lose atleast 1/2kg by jogging laa eh? Because i think i'm growing fat yknow. Like omg, nooo? Okay seriously stop it with the bimbo tone la aini, you cant be a bimbo just face it! HAHA wth am i talking to myself? Eeh i think im gonna end this post before i talk to myself even more, ltr you ppl think i crazy. Which i am OBVIOUSLY not. Hohoho, okay bye!

xoxo, Aini

2010-03-08T22:17:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU LA NABEI^^

Dont treat me like a re-usable underwear can?

I AM A HUMAN, SO I HAVE FEELINGS AS

WELL YOU SEE(incase you didnt know all this while)

2010-03-02T23:22:00.005+08:00

Wazzzup sexaye butts! Looks like im back for incentive blogging sessions tonight huh?! HA HA, booooohoooo~ I have been lying on my couch for hours now, starring into blank spaces and pondering about some matters. And i cant seem to close my eyes. How leh? I have school tomorrow, and i dont wanna end up sleeping in anyone of my teacher's classes! Wakeywakey~ There's only 188days left to ma major exams, and also for the rest of the sec4's. Imagine all the holidays, and weekends taken away. That'll be like only how many days left?!!?!?!!? OMGOMGOMGOMOGM, FREAK OUT TIME PEEEEEOPLE* PLUSPLUS! I haven't even revised my sec3 work! Currently otp with this sumone, for the sake of killing time la eh. Kesian per kene kejar bus, tsktsk. HA HA~ Aiyaaa, school have been fine. Only in terms of circle of friends, but not in terms of studies! Been failing my math, even for the retest. Math, you've been bugging me all my life ;( When can i finally get rid of you uhh? Pffffft~

2010-03-02T23:04:00.003+08:00

(this is how i look when i wake up in the morning! Bahaha)

Hi readerzzczxczc^^ How ya'll doin? If there is really someone reading my blog, please like tag me or something? Cuz i feel that my tagboard is dead right now, which is quite a sad thing to say ;/ So yes, make any comment you wish to. BUT, not nasty ones please? Thankyou very much and have a nice day! HA HA, mind me random-ness.

2010-03-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

Yes you. You know who you are.

2010-03-01T16:16:00.004+08:00

Apparently, i feel very jaded after a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day at school! So yesterday night went to MacDonald, last minute homework i shall say. So yeaaaaa, met Yan, wan and one of their friends tagged along. After do homework, dont know what to do so slack around, watch them play poker cards(solitare). I seriously dont get how people play that, veh confusing seh. Then they wanted to go home, so i accompanied Yan back home since i cannot go home due to some reasons, talktalk crap all the way then bid goodbye. I went under my block and waited for sis to come back. Wah, can die seh wait for her. Soooo long summore, lucky there's someone to talk on the phone with. Aft that baaaaaaam! Went straight to bed, hehe. Okay so lets talk bout school, today nothing much happened. Only that i screw up my math retest, like fuccck i tell you! It was freakin' hard compared to the first paper. Didnt had much time to complete, so some were left blank. ;/ I swear i feel like tearing the test paper, so mad at myself! ~##$#$^$#$@~@!%$&%** When can i like finally pass a math test? Haiz :( Okay luh, back to homework now people! Takecare love <3

2010-02-15T12:11:00.001+08:00

Hi ;> Sunday or shall i say V'day was spent picnic-ing, cham-whored like mad, home-ed, went online from 6pm to 3am. Webcam-ed with Fahmi till late night, was indeed a fun webcaming session with him, did some stupid stuff that shall not be mentioned here :) So today is what, a very mundane monday? Wont be going out i guess, cuz my dad is not fucking working today! Sadded, i have so many people to meet in mind. And there's only one day of holiday now.WHAT-THA-HELL! Kay that seems to be my fave word now. Heh! Okay so now i have no inci-winci clue what to do for the whole day? STUDY? Aiyaaa no mood lei, how? Hwk also no mood lei. Oh ya, last night i had a fucking mood-swing and it bothered me till 4am plus. SDLKFSJFSDKJFSD, bye ah :D IM BORED

2010-02-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

Hi. I want to sleep, but i dont want to sleep. And i cant. :(((( Had fun today, CNY concert was overall awesome, plenty of our graduated seniors came down to see the performaces, and i MUST say most of them is getting HOTTER, PRETTIER AND CUTER! Yes, all the ERs' come out! Haha serious no kidding, especially _______. Kay shutz. So aft everything ended Jeniffer Khad Iqah Yana and me went to lot1. DAMNNNN~ The weather is like effing hot please, i perspired like one mad piggggggg.Exaggerating much! LOL. Sat at the rooftop to catch some fresh air(mcm phm fresh) and everyone went seperate ways. I went to Khad's crib cuz i want to finish up my homework asap, decided to study at her void-deck and we ended up NOT doing our hwk, but instead recording videos of us being crazy and all hyped up, singing songs and all. CRAZZZZZZZY RIGHT? There was this uncle who looked at us then nodded his head, funny sia that part. I know its a very random post -.- Okay im done for now. Takecare!

2010-02-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

hello hello? testing 123? Anybody here? haha my blog is so dead, yes i know. Veryveryvery x100 busy with school, and cca. We're only left like how many weeks left to the real competition, really hope we can win this. After all the sweat we spared, i hope it was really worth it. Cuz we've been training REAL hard, untill my skin is getting tanner than what is was suppose to be before. WTF. Okay so how's school, eh? Uhhhhh, only one word. DREADFUL! Teachers have been giving us homework every single day, without fail. School, cca, home, homework, sleep, wake up, go school. Like no life liddat lor, pffffffffffft~ I even have to spare my saturdays and sometimes sunday for my freakin' homework! Bleeeeeeah~ And now, i have nothing to talk about. Kayyy uh bye, i'm having a date with my English homework -_______- Takecare!

2010-02-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

Read that, bitch! :)

2010-01-31T06:51:00.001+08:00

Hihihihihihihihihihi ;> I have no fucking clue why i woke up in the middle of the morning, and now i cant go back to sleep. Nothing better to do so i decided to blog lor since my dad is not home, only me and ma sisters! That explains clearly why the house is in a real mess right now, hehe! So yesterday went to suntec to catch SANTAU, omg damn scary i tell ya. I screamed quite a plenty of times, suspense here and there. Overall, great movie! :> Today? No plans yet so far, but thinking to meet Khad somewhere and complete our homeworks which keeps pilling up day by day. Sec4 life currently suck like hell :( I hate my dad ah, cannnn? I dont know why but it seems that we cant get along anymore. I feel like shouting right in his face and tell him how i feel. @$^#^#^@!% Kay whatever shitttttt uh. Byeeeeeeeeeeez lovelies <3

2010-01-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hello all! I am not happy with my life, especially when im at

home. Everyday must have quarrellings with my dad. I cant take

it know, every little thing i do is always wrong to him. Nothing is

right! I dont know why but i did cried about this. Fcukkkk ahh.

But at school, i try my very hard to keep aside all these stupid shit

going in my house and focus on my studies. So you'll be seeing me

smiling and being bubbly as always in school. HEH ;/ And yes, i failed

my first math test of the year. How cool? NOT! I really need to buck

up on math, i need a tutor! :( Haiya, hopefully i'll pass my POA test uh eh.

Kay la thats about it. I dont wanna talk much, so takecare kay! :)

2010-01-21T17:57:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel like having a nice-cheesy pizza! >:(

Okay, HI^^ How's everybodaaaay doing? My life is

roughly all about school, sleeping, studying, eating, texting

and otp-ing.Very bored, i miss going out! Nevermind,

it'll no longer be like this after N level right, muahaha!

LOL. So today's Math test was postponed to tmr,

amin! Still have extra time to revise more, yay. And

plus, will be having POA test tmr also. So i guess i'll

be staying up ahhhh. Anyone wanna accompany? -.-

And not forgetting, Happy sweet 16 YANA! Hope you

liked our suprise just now aye! :D Okay done ah, nothing

much to talk about now. Nk mandi! Kay takecare eh. (:

2010-01-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

Stop odering people like they're you dog lah please, treat me like a real human. So fcuking fed-up! You got your own problems and so do i, so stop being so self-centered la bodo! Urgh, sometimes i wish i could just come out of my shell, but sadly im the type of person that doesnt show my angers or feelings out to anybody. I cant take it anymore la, i wanna get out of this house and go to a place nobody knows of. Kay chill gurl, its just a small matter. For the very first time, i feel very mad at myself. Stop wondering why and mind your own business kay? Hmmmm, school has been fine so far. There's training + math remedial tmr, and i hope i wont be that tired uh. Okay i seriously have to talk to somebody right now. Kay la, bye readers have a good night and make peace!

2010-01-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Fuck, i've been busy with schoolwork and redcross. Been attending trainings after long hours of school, i hope we really can win this after all our hard work. JIA YOU GUYS! And teachers have been stressing about N levels and how fast it will come, so no time to play a fool babe! I think i might make the library as my second home, might be going thr more often to do schoolwork. SKLDSUEWUSEFBSDKJFSJDK, i miss somebody and i dont even know if that somebody misses me. WHUUUUT! haha k bye! :D

2009-12-31T09:39:00.001+08:00

How's everyboday today? Its new year's eve, believe it or not! Why do time pass so fast, i dont wanna go back to school. Though i wonder why most people cant wait to go to school, like whoooat? I cant fucking go out cuz my parents are so unreasonable, like wtf ah sial seriously. I hate this! Its new year's eve and everybody wants to party, and have fun.. To those people going for countdown, i hope yguys have a blast aye. Still trying to complete my homeworks that are left undone, gosh this is so last minute. haha! BLEAH, i dont know what im gonna do today at home. And otp with helmi ytd till midnight, he was coughing non-stop hits i tell you. haha pity you, get well soon okay? I bet all my friends are going out celebrating new year, rightttttttt? And im stuck here in this sucky place, if only i had super powers. Can go invisible and go places to places with just a wink of an eye. Okay wth? Me and my stupid imaginations -.- haha k byeeeeeee people!

2009-12-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hi? I dont feel good, physically and mentally. But i met a new friend and we kinda chatted on Msn yesterday night from 12 to 3am, he managed to make me forgot about everything for that night. ONLY! Thanks dude, for the listening ear. And now......... the moodswings keep coming back. Do i have to wait for you everytime? I can, i can wait for you. But i cant wait for you forever right? I'm not mad at you, im just very fustrated at myself for being sucha weak-hearted girl. KAY STOP, i dont wanna make my post emotional! I wanna think of the positive side. So.... today? Accompanied sisters to this whatever carnival, waited for them to finish playing the games there just makes me so sleepy. HEH, so i went back home first and sleep. BORINGGGGG kay byeeee! Sorry if i keep blogging boring posts^^

2009-12-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

I wish i could just get over this shit yknow :@

2009-12-21T20:09:00.001+08:00

Hi bastards! I.AM.STILL.FCUKING.UPSET.ABOUT.IT(YKNOW WHAT) I cant seem to get over it, but atleast we're still talking to each other. Though it only lasted for how many weeks, it felt like years to me because we did so many things together. And i cried as if i've lost everything................ BLAAAABERRRSFJSFKSKHK, THIS SUCKS SO MUCH THAT I AM GOING TO SLEEP AS LONG AS I CAN SO THAT WHEN I WAKE UP, I CAN FORGET ABOUT IT.(WHICH I HAD TRIED A PLENTY OF TIME, AND I DIDNT FREAKING WORK) DARN IT, I AM GOING MAD. SORRY. I JUST FEEL SO SHIT, I WISH SOMEBODY COULD MAKE ME FEEL WORTH IT AGAIN. ANYBODY? :| And my phone is annoying me, i cant hear people's voice when they call. Haish, how worse can my life get?

2009-12-16T16:32:00.001+08:00

From city hall > Parkway parade > raffles place > marina barrage > esplanade> peninsula > back home! Indeed a very fun + tiring + funny outing with this jakon girl yesterday. hahaha plenty of funny incidents happened, i seriously made a fool out of myself like countless of times already, yknow i know eh Clover. hahah ;/ And didnt expect to bump into Chris at Peninsula, like whooooa like that~ For such a veryveryveryvery long time not seing him. Hehhh^^ So yes, my tuesday was well spent with her. Oh before i forgot, monday was also well spent with boyf. Met him at Habour front along with Syafiq and Syahir, accompanied them for a job interview. Waited for hours for them to get done with their job interveiw, so i decided to wonder around ALONE at Vivo uh, sat at the watarplay there, listened to my ipod, and read my novel. HEH SEMPAT^^ Then off to Cityhall, chilled abit and then i had to go home. Wish i could stay longer, i wanna spend more time with youuuuuuuuuuuu :( IMY ALREADY, GOSHGOSH. Kay done updating. Wow, didnt know holidays could be such a bore. Cuz most of the time, im wasting my sweet time at home. Cant go out often, so sad right? Hiazzz, kay readers. PEACE OUT! :DD

Life sucks >:(

2009-12-11T01:31:00.001+08:00

Yeaaaay me! Finally got my fringe done. ME LIKEY <3

Whats wrong wimme? I cant go to sleep!!

IM HUNGRY!
I WANNA GO OUT!
I NEED CLOTHES!

I MISS HIM!

IM BOREEEEED TO DEATH!

I CANT SLEEP! (WAIT, I JUST SAID THAT -,-)

I AM GOING MAD!

HELP?!!?!

2009-12-07T13:57:00.001+08:00

hi noobies :D I'm currently stuck at home, SICK! Uh-huh, you heard it. I hope i can recover by tomorrow because going bowling with friends, gossssh its my one and only chance to meet them seh. SO PLEASE, Dont make life difficult for me. sigh, today was suppose to meet ♥, but then tak jadi. Wth? :( i miss you so much baby, everyday i look at your picture imagine you by my side. Meet soon pretty please!!!. Actually i have nothing intresting to tell you guys, just a random update. Just wait for a miracle to happen eh? And my keyboard is so fucked up, i need to press extra harder to type. Like wth, im so tired now. HAH -.- Kay laaaaa, want eat my meds now. BYEEE <3

2009-12-02T04:44:00.001+08:00

If you're not blind, then you can read what the picture says. Basically i did literally nothing today. And i cant accept the fact that i havent met ♥ for like 3days already, i missssssss you so fcuking much and only god knows how much! He lives like a million miles away from me :( I kinda have like a trust issues with my parents now, like damn IT! They keep asking me questions whenever i go out, yknow la the 5 W and 1 H. If you dont get it, just forget it. Haizzzz! Its 4.44am in the morning and im still wide awake. You see, thats the point of reviving back my blog because when i cant sleep at night, i can talk to myself here. Isn't that great? AHAH KAY WTH AINI? SHUTUP. Gonna watch some videos at youtube now, peace!

2009-12-02T04:25:00.001+08:00

I cant believe im doing this. But who gives a shit. So yea, i think im reviving back my abandoned blog. YAY, yok celebrate!

2009-09-17T11:18:00.001+08:00

MOVED!
CATCH ME IF YOU CAN :)

2009-09-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

Couple of days and i've been worrying about Aunt, she's at the hospt now, just transferred to ICU.. It frights me just to hear all about it, dont wanna lose anymore of my luv ones alr la pleazze god :( Pray hard for her okay? Going out with Syikin and the others tmr, stoked? IDK! mood hasent been good lately... I CANT SLEEEEEEEEEEEEP! FCUK THAT ^^

2009-09-07T10:01:00.002+08:00

off to math remedial at 1 :(( My butt feels heavy today

2009-09-03T18:32:00.002+08:00

Gotten back my result slip, and i've got nothing to say for myself. Didnt expect things to turn out this way yknow.. :( Yeh to all taking back your result slips tmr, good luck. One more thing, i think i'm fully grown enuf to know what im exactly doing, dont go telling me whats wrong and whats not. Next week holz ready, gonna make good use of that time to really mug. No time to fool around. Bye

2009-09-02T17:01:00.003+08:00

Fook, i only can upload a few pictures?! So yea, cant show you the pictures. Probably soon when this shitzz recover. Monday was a blast, firstly the mini celebration at school rocked. Secondly, outing with primary school matez rocked much more. I swear with my both palms and foot our old school looked much more better than the past years! They upgraded alot of things, looks more beautiful now! Thirdly, meeting Ms.Cheng our ex-teacher rocked way more.. We talked about sooo many things that i cant even recall any of them. Talking to her and seeing her with some other friends was a great experience because we dont do any gathering anymore since everyone is alr busy. So i consider yesterday, an unforgettable moment. I alsmot cried when we all bid goodbye, its like you dont wanna let go cuz who knows you might not see her again. If you dont know, she was transfered to this new school to become a VP of that school, thats why we had a very hard time finding her all these years. Aft all that, we decided to break fast at Jurong Point since its almost 7. Ziang Jang, Oneal, Yawen, Norliana, Ming Fen, Nazurah tagged along. The rest went off.. So we breakfast at KFC, but i tell you queing up part almost took how many hours. Untill it was already pass 7.16, so we had to endure alittle bit. After that walked around and snapped lotza pictures. Took 180 and headed home, walked home with Ya Wen and Naz. Overall, it was a really great day. Hope to meet yguys soon, planning to have alittle gathering with the rest of our ex-classmates. Idk where are the other of our ex-classmatez gone to. Lost contact alr :( And speaking of that, i saw Shafie and Solihin otw home in the bus just now! Firstly i thought which matrep sia called out my name, aft i realised it was them.. Sat together with them and did some catching up. Whoo! I freakin' miss my ex-classmates yknow. Alright, i think im done fo now. Will update soooooooon, pretty soon. HAHA! Okay byeeez and have a great day readerz :)

2009-08-29T19:59:00.002+08:00

I cant understand haters, what they do is insult insult insult and pretty much insult for the whole of their life. Ya think its a hobby? Serious shit, like what Mdm Is said, if you hate someone go right into their fcuking face and tell em' and insult them all you want. Pleaze dont be a coward and only dare yourself to insult the person behind their back. Even a 4year old's attitude is much more better than yours. If yknow who you are, pleaze go to your mummy's lab and cry telling her 'someone is talking BAD bout me'.. I dont mind yknow, really. And i think you need a mirror..

2009-08-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hello joy! So how have ya'll been my lovers? I know i've not been updating much, been busy with school life... As yknow there've been commen tests going about here and there, as if we're like working robot keep giving us work to do.. No rest :( Summore its ze fasting month, wah i miss eating all the delisciouso food(well actually not that delicious) haha! Busted or what -,- Alright, so there was a Malay oral examination for us Malay(duh, obviously malay) students recently and i swear with my both palms it was hella difficult talking to Mdm.Is.. With her serious and strict face like that, obviously we start to get our nerves crakin'... I dont think imma score for this one, i couldnt even speak properly.. Yknow its like the person who you admires the most, starts talking to you and when you look in his eyes you cant speak properly. Precisely! That's what i went thru ytd, omg la c'mon i didnt mean the liking and admiring part! -,- I was refering to the cant speak properly part.. And there's gonna be English oral soon, hopefully i wont screw this one and make a big mess out of it eh, AMIN! Guess what, i fianlly passed my math level test.. Huge improvement! Gotta brush up on my POA becuz i together with my whole class failed our recent POA test freakin badly, most of us scored one digit numbers over 30! Imagine that.. So yeah, will do more self-revision and studying this month. Will be breaking fast with members redcross tmr aft our training. See you soon ma lovers :)

2009-08-23T23:51:00.004+08:00

back home from a very long day! first to Plaza Sing> Arab Street > Bugis Street > > City hall > Home sweet home

Fcuk there's school tmr, dont feel like going. Homework all messed up, i dont even know where

i put them. Wtf right? Anyways, will reply tags soon :D

2009-08-19T17:05:00.001+08:00

didnt attend school today becuz i was attacked(wah llike drama series like that)by asthma this morning, couldnt sleep well all becuz of this. I couldnt stand so i woke up around 4am in the morning, called mum saying i cant afford to go to school looking like an idiot catching my own breathe. If you kids think having asthma is cool, than for godness sake try being in my shoes. Its like fcuking hell difficult to do things, cuz everytime you do any obvious movements, your heartbeat will go faster and you'll run out of breath. And in the end, you'll eventually look like an half dead goldfish! Right, so after thati tried to get back to sleep but my eyes refuse to close.. So might as well stay up untill morning and wait till my sisters wake up, and help them get ready fo school. Yessa! And i managed to read plenty of chapters of my novel but still a long way to go to finish up the whole book and then get started on the next novel. Yeay, reading books is fun! And please, im not a nerdy nerdy bookworm(like what helmi said). Please know the meaning of bookworms properly eh boy. So yeaaaaa, for the whole day i've been doing nothing except for read books eat sleep watch tv read textbook and play with Tonet. Mhmmm wondering what intresting shows are on tonight? Hopefully there will be atleast some shows lah, or else i will not have any excuses for staying up. Bleeeeeh, LIFE is such a bore now days... I miss alot of people :( Kay la enough said, i wanna go eat. Jemput semuaaaa!

2009-08-18T16:58:00.001+08:00

Spent my Saturday with some awesome fun and cool people, IZZ, Siddiq, Zul, Adin, Iqbal, Hafiz, Nur, Nesah, Meidah.. Went around to lots of places and i must admit that boys walk more than girls.. OMG, they made us walk around Town and lastly we went to Kebbel Bay which i dont think many knows about this place. Its not far from VIVO, just that you have to walk a thousand miles! -,- Watched the sun set and stayed till late night and we stargazed.. To me that was the best part cuz i could feel our bonds getting tighter by the night.. Around 10plus we walked off and decided to go home, and in the bus.. IZZ offered me to sit beside him, haha and i was being sucha bitch! I said like as if i wanna sit with you! We kept quarreling along the journey -,- Lazy to upload the picz uh. So just a brief about my Saturday. Speaking of which next Saturday is gonna be the first day of our Fasting month! Why so quick one? Me dont like, later starve to death how? And i hope my Hari Raya collection will be enough for the Canon DSLR camera that i've been carving for over a thousand decades! School? School has been alright, just that i keep falling asleep during lessons whereby the teacher only talks.. I really need a proper sleep soon, pleazzze? Oh yeaaa, i passed my CHEMISTRY test! Yay, hard work paid off! Actually i have nothing else to say, just wanted to keep this blog aliveeeee.. Alright, takecare readers :D

Is it just another crush? :(

2009-08-15T10:12:00.004+08:00

DM confiscated Ez-link and phone
Didnt give back my phone
Going back to school to take back my phone later
Tear-ed infront of schoolmates ytd :'(
I apologize to all for the trouble
Just had to let it all out for once yknow
Going out with Zul and gang later
Kayy byez

2009-08-10T23:51:00.001+08:00

should be in bed right now
just knew that Physics and Chem test falls on the same day
which is freakin' tmr(okay freak out!)
doing last minute revision for both sbjs
eyes goin to shut down alr
drinkin losta x3 coffee tonight(chey)
Khad's also in tha same situation
Nvm babe, stay up samasama okay!
Lastly, i wish i had a math tutor living the same roof as me please, thankyou..

Okay no more point form! ha ha, omg my brain cant function anymore. You can do it, Aini! I know you can! Gogogo power up!

2009-08-09T15:11:00.005+08:00

Hihihihihizxcz, it feels gud staying at home alone on a Sunday and getting to complete your homeworks with peace and prosperity without my noissssey sitsters(wah mentah2 national day) Meeting mum and sisterz later and idk where'll we be heading to.. For now i get the whole house to myself, muahah.. But still i have to complete my homework before going out which i dont think i'll be able to D.U.H -,- I am so pissed with my phone lately, becuz i receive messages hours after the message is being sent. Trying to make me throw you? Thats exactly what im gonna do!(when i get a new one) Wtf? Looks like im gonna have to bear with this phone untill after Hari Raya. Speaking of which, Fasting month is next 2weeks,wait isnt that just alittle bit TOO FAST?!?!! I guess thats just how things are now, fast motion. Too bad for people who are s-l-o-w, like ME! Boooo i think i'm gonna have to get back to my homeworks now, byeeeeeeeez.. Before i forget, Happy 44th years of Independance to SINGAPORE! *Shakes booty ;D

2009-08-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

Hihihihihizxz sleepyheads! Basically i just got up from a veryveryvery long nap which i call it my beauty sleep becuz it was so cozy sleeping in an air-con room with my cat beside me! Ahh, thats a once in a while feelings okay! I rarely get to sleep so soundly like that, heh heh ho! Alright so NDP celebration just now was havoc! First thing in the morning reported in school by 6.50 with my redcross uniform, waited for the whole school to settle down and then we fall in, alamak you guys settle down like a bunch of half dead snails yknow! HA HA, my leg wanna break alr. Waited for Mr.Lim's speech which to me almost lasted for 2hours! Then photographers snapsnap some of our pictures, went back to class and watched vedios for 1/2hours.. After which cher played some songs from previous National Day theme songs.. HOME was obviously our fave song siah, played it over and over again and sang along with the whole class(actually not all lah) at the back of the class, holding hands, shaking our SEXY BUTTS, swaying, swinging and etc etc yeh. HAHAH, since there were no concert we eventually made our own 3N2 concert! Hell yeh, its was funfunfun! That was my day, i hope yours went well too yeh :)

2009-08-05T19:38:00.004+08:00

" Life is what you make it "

School was draggy, i almost fell asleep during every lesson but tried to focus. Someone's giving me shit attitude here, i seriously cant take it.. I've been nice through out the whole time and as a return i get a self-less two faced bitch. Good job eh gurl, i salute you ah! -,- Sigh* I have nth to say anymore.. Stop being a copy-cat. One piece of advice to that sumone, BE ORIGINAL!!!!!!!

2009-08-03T12:07:00.001+08:00

You wanna know what? I'm skipping school today, a better word would be missing school. Because its not intended fyi, thks to my stupid alarm clock. You can say goodbye already, i'm going to put you in a better place and its for your own good, alarm clock.. The dumpster! I need a new one, or else i'm gonna miss school everyday.. Sorry Khad :/ One more thing, running nose is back ): I'm gonna have to use the cute lil tissue box with the winnie the pooh and friends picture outside, sadsad.. I wonder what classmates are doing, am i missing anything?!?!!?! I hope there wont be any new topics! *cross tounge Tonet is jealous because sister brought home a cute female kitten, and all our attention was on her instead of him so he did crazy stuffs to grab our attention.. And i think im having insomnia! I couldnt sleep well ytd night yknow.. Bad things are happening to me! Why now?! Luck isnt on my side today, sianzzzzzz. Kay la byeeeez, gonna do some catching up(studying)..

2009-08-02T19:08:00.004+08:00

Best! Mum brought home a packet of marshellows. Thks to that, i've got a smile plastered on my fcuking face.. Now that things are not going that well, i think i might need marshmellows by my side everynight. Idk why but eating marshmellows seems like a happy thing to me, it brings me back to my childhood days.. All those running around, sharing food with my friends during recess, playing catching.. Ah i miss those old good days man. Stayed home the whole day playing with my cat, talking to him, sharing with him my feelings, i know that sound really stupid but you see.. Cats are always the best person to turn up to when you've got nobody to run to when you feel like crying and when you feel so fcuking crappy. Tmr's monday and im not prepared to go to school, homework's half done and bag not packed yet.. I'm always the lazy girl when it comes to school. Bleeeeh, but i cant stick to being a lazy ass now because exams are coming soon. So might wanna buck up a little more, i mean friggin ALOT! Haha, kay that's all fo today.. Update soon :) *fly awaaaaay!

2009-08-01T19:13:00.003+08:00

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Spamming my own blog! Cannot meh? Dont like then leave la, i make peace not war >:)

2009-08-01T19:05:00.000+08:00

I think i've tried hard enough... The only problem is you, YES YOU!
You keep interrupting me and my plans. Now whats your motive, huh?
I dont get you. Pleazxce la, for once be a person who everybody can
admire not HATE! I need marshmellows to make me happy again! >:(

2009-08-01T17:31:00.000+08:00

Whatever i do, i cant seem to get my blooooody blogger to upload pictures! askndabd >:# Alright so lets see.. Today was alright, went to Ecp with redcross lurpbzxczx for Singapore redcross 60th anni omg we're quite old eh. Only that the weather was freakinnnn ass humid, i could feel my feet burning, and that made me sweat like a pig i swear! -,- Reached there around 8plus in the morning, then the seniors start briefing about today.. So start preparing for the whole thing before the whole thing starts and before the guest of honour arrives from their so called MORNING WALK at Ecp -,- One of the Guest of honour was that Channel 8 actor, i cant remember his name but who cares.. He's freaking ass hot! Awwwwwww, there we primary school kids too many of them. All in red and white, whoooa like semangat redcross liddat. Kay then activity started, and kids were rushing in our station.. I lioke i lioke, all soo small size.. Feel like kid-napping them! Okay cut the crap, after which we played with the kids. They were given each a ballon, yknow the kind of ballon that can fold fold one.. Omg so scawwwwy mawwwwy! They keep bursting the ballons purposely one! Just to scare me, so mean! Little devils! Wahaha there was this cute boy who played with me, he had a ballon which is a sword shaped. Then yknow what? He go beat me with the ballon untill it burst -,- haha should see the reaction on his face! Urmmm then performance, blablabla... Fast foward* After everything ended, those kids were already going off and the kid who was actually playing with me just now waved at me and said goodbye! Awwwwwwwww so sweeet right? I know! Lolololz, its kinda sad watching them leave aft a day bonding with them.. Aww dont cry aini -___- Then we waited for the bus.. Oh yea, Mdm Mas brought his youngest child, and again.. Cute stuff! He grabbed my hand and dragged me around, untill i went dizzy sia! Wait till i show you his picture uh, surely cant resist his cuteness one! I want play with him again! :D Okay sorry for the boring post, i just didnt want my blog to be dead.. Have a nice weekend readers!

im random

2009-07-31T21:23:00.001+08:00

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Byeeeeee! *fly away

source based questions?

2009-07-30T19:20:00.001+08:00

so c'mon and fly with me... You wont be lonely, even the sky is falling down. Just let it be, i'll take you away. Leave it all behind cuz we have a night to get away.. You are my only, you'll be my only. Dont need to worry. Wahaha, kay that just came out of nowhere... What does this source infer? This source tells me that Aini is fcuking bored.. Because the source says so! Hence, she needs something to do.. Like her homework! So much for being a social studies freak! HAHA -,- kay no! I need to kill time! Nvm, will do homework then ): Flying off, wanna fly with me?

Short post

2009-07-28T16:36:00.002+08:00

First, school rocks my asshole, thanks to my luvlay classmates who make our class look like a funfair everday w fail. Secondly, im so effing happy that i passed for both my humanities test. Thirdly, i've got so fcuking lots of homework today. Fourth, i'm fcuking famished cuz apparently im alone at home without any food!! And lasty, BLOGGER SUCK BALLZ LA! Cannot even upload pictures anymore, boooooooooo you! Kay imma go to shop downstairs and buy instant noodle and then start working on my homeworks. Get well soon, to everyone that's sick~

2009-07-24T21:01:00.004+08:00

I'm sooooo gonna miss staying up at night just to watch PRISON BREAK! Yesterday night was the last episode of Season 4. OMG, i almost cried.. The ending was sooo sad, why did Michael Scofield had to dieee? Saddening much! :( Hopefully there'll be Season 5 cuz the show is freaking awesome. And i think i flunk POA test, apparently my mind wasent focusing on the paper and i couldnt remember a thing i studied last night. DIE LA DIE! Well atleast i passed my Geography test!

2009-07-23T19:33:00.007+08:00

Alright so school has been okay, except for the fact that i dont understand what teachers are teaching -__- Idk how the hell am i suppose to catch up with others.. And i've yet to take my Math level test, heard it was tough. Sadly, i havent recovered fully from my coughing.. ): I feel so crappy right now, idk whats with me these days.. I keep thinking that there's sumthing wrong with me, sumthin missing, like sumthin's not right, and i feel that everyone's against me. It keeps disturbing my mind. Idk why, sighh..
Okay all i know is that i gotta stop all this shittttzx stuff running thru my fcuking mind. I just need to gain alil bit of confidence then i'll be back to my normal self again, well maybe? I cant let this affect my studies and in the end, im gonna dissapoint everyone and mostly myself over again.. I just dont wanna repeat the same mistake ; / Okay cant wait for weekends to come! Im gonna have all the sleep i want babezxxvxz. I have a bunch of homeworks calling me, so i guess i better get going before the going gets me. Byeeeeeez!

2009-07-22T18:14:00.004+08:00

Hihihihihihixzxzzxz! I'm using Syaz's laptop.. Syaz and I was planning to start working on our Malay project aft school so here i am at her place. Webcamed with Iqah and we started discussing. Uber funny leh, haha. Now we're just slacking around uh. There was a Chemistry test just now and godamnit i was so fcuking lost and only managned to answer 3 questions. Urgh i guess my results this semester wont be that pleasing. Yess, thats what you get when you skip two days of school ): I was sick okay pleazxzzce. Now im way behind all my classmates, need to catch up. Uh kay so what now? I dont have much to talk about now.. Update soooooon! Take good care of your self since H1N1 is rapidly spreading. <3

siccccccccccck ):

2009-07-18T16:05:00.007+08:00

I'm at my weakest point right now.. My whole body is shivering and i've been holding my blanky from last night, my eyes are watery and my coughing is not getting any better. Brrr~ I dont know how the hell did i got the germs, maybe from yesterday uh. I feel like dying, okay touch wood. Byeeeeez, gonna take a rest : /

Okay maybe i did hurt you abit when i told you the news,
but its fate.. You cant blame me for everything that had just happened, i dont wanna have any enemies for now. So pleazxcczxczxe...... Dont behave that way and give me cold shoulders everytime i'm around. Cant we be just friends? ): I dont want to lose you as a friend, i cant bare to watch you leave. I can still remember those old good times, i cant get them out of my head yknow.... I hope you're reading this. *SIGH

2009-07-17T22:14:00.006+08:00

Yeay, imma happy duckling cuz i just came back at 10.10pm sharp! Okay not, obviously that's not the main reason, if you're sooo stupid! I'm actually happy cuz i got to spend the day with mum.............. ALONE! After school went back home straight, and Artika told me A___ was glancing at me from the opposite side of LRT platform.. I was like, eh?? Really? OMG, okay maybe im having the wrong idea.. But nevermind. HAH, so reached home changed and went to Redcross Headquaters to take those needed items with mum tagging along. So yadayadayada, went to eat at KFC at Plaza Sing.. and sumthing real funny happened. Shan't share it with you people, or else i'll bet you laugh like an maniac. Alright, then we walked around.. Buy things here and there, by then it was already 8pm.. Tired, so went to STARBUCK(LUVZZ) and drank sumthin. HEH HEH, the guy so cute leh. Okay shushh! We chit-chatted a lil bit, and then off she went to her work place while I went home all alone. And what's up with Singaporeans now days? I was sitting at the back off the bus and this Malay guy sat beside me.. He was like shifting nearer and nearer to me untill i had to squeeze myself. He fell alseep and his head almost touched my shoulder! Errrrrr, its not like im your girlfriend or sumthin can sleep on shoulder one. Grrrrrrrrrr! :#

Maybe to you, its no big deal going out with a mum alone for the first time. FYI, We barely have time to talk to each other, and even sumtimes i dont get to see her that often cuz she's always busy with work. I'm not like you, so dont ever compare me with you. HAHA, everyone is asking what's that thing pasted on my neck! And i have to anwser, " its a p-l-a-s-t-e-r! My cat bite me. " Lovebite kapala pantat korang eh, muhahehu ;p

2009-07-17T14:57:00.006+08:00

Sister brought home another kitten, its a black male kitten.. About 1yearold plus i think? Not quite sure yet if we're gonna keep this one. I want a female not a male ): Nevermind, atleast its still cute, but cant beat my actual cat's cuteness, right? HA HA ;p

Will update soooooon. p.s/ if not lazyyyyyy huahua

nobody but you

2009-07-12T14:18:00.006+08:00

MotherF! I so got alot of homeworks to complete, like countless of workSHITZXXCCZX yknow. Dont believe? Ask Khadijah! HA HA, the first day i returned back to school from AYG.. She handed me this whole chunk of worksheet. Err wait, how am i suppose to complete them when i havent even learnt about the chapters? Ahhhhhhhhhh, yea.. So much for going to AYG duties. Serve me loh. Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeh~ Kay byeeeeeez wanna do homework, just tikam2 la can? Atleast i tried what, right? *happy homeworking to myself )))))))))))))):

current song listening to: Nobody- wonder gurlzzzzz (Eh the song veh addictive) *sings along
Sibeh, stop stalking me pleazzcxzczxcze! Its so annoying la yknow : /

all i ever wanted was PEACE

2009-07-11T14:20:00.003+08:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for,

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You're in ruins.

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins.

Thats how i feel right now, i feel like giving up life. I feel like there's no use in living anymore when no one wants you to be happy, no one wants you to have fun, no one wants you to continue working hard, no one wants you to live life to the fullest. And when you are, they simply interrupt like nobody's bussines.

All i ever wanted was PEACE.....

fcuking pissssssssed!

2009-07-11T13:46:00.002+08:00

Do i always have to face this ALL the time? Cant i be happy? I seriously hate people like this, they cant stand other people leading a happy life... Jealous? Then just fccccccuk off and mind your own fcuking life, that way you'll be much more happier!

2009-07-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

tired tired tired tired tired tired tired is all i am. just reached home, will update all about today tmr. And oh sorry Eddy didnt manage to meet you just now, padahal kat depan jer -_- Kay nitezzzzzzzzzzzzz lovebugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

2009-07-08T21:55:00.004+08:00

Yeay, he texted me back. Knew he would, heh heh. Okay why the fcuking hell is internet creating so much problems? To those veiwing my blog using Internet Explorer, you might have some problems. Mozilla is the best, you go girl! I mean thing! Okay wtf?! Hmmm, might not be going to school tmr. Still alittle of coughing, i heard many people were sent home due to some small symtoms only! Sibeh sia, they're like encouraging us not to go to school! Which is a good thing! And also in another perspective, NOT! I really really really really really really really really really really prefer going to the AYG venue, and do my duty EVERYDAY. YES you heard it, no kidding! Atleast its more worth it than getting shoo(ed) by your own teachers when you're only alil sick.

I miss everything and everyone ):

2009-07-08T16:20:00.015+08:00

I miss going to the AYG thingy every morning and night, i miss laughing to those stupid lame jokes seniors make there, i miss being called redcross by Gaybriel, i miss being forced to eat by Farhanah and Ain, i miss getting scolded by the polis officer because of not going to the docter when im still sick even though thats lame, i miss the police and AETOS officer talking to us everytime we get bored, i miss getting back home late and straight away sleep, i miss getting bulied by those two boys which is so fcuking irritating(haha), i miss falling asleep in the bus and mrt otw home becuz of tiredness, i miss taking pictures with those atheletes from other countries, i miss tasting the food there, i miss people greeting us in the morning, i miss talking to our teacher incharge(from other schools), i miss hanging out with our senior mentors from Singapore poly, i miss strangers who always give us those enchanting smile, i miss borrowing HIS jacket when im cold, i miss playing the piano and getting scoded by the staff there, i miss glancing at the cute guy who works at the hotel, i miss getting up as early as 4 in the morning, i miss taking the mrt train every morning and see people's morning face(if that made sense), i miss talking about michael jackson and elvis presly with the polis officer and the pretty teachers, i miss going to the toilet and sleep at the comfy sofa everytime we have breaks, i miss talking to the atheletes, i miss walking around the hotel, i miss wearing the AYG shirt, i miss taking temperature every morning, i miss teasing my friends otw back home, i miss pushing them in bus when its cramped, i miss laughing with people in the hotel, i miss being stationed at a area and then start making fun of people when they walk pass the Thermal scanner, and most of all.. I MISS EVERY SINGLE PERSON I MET THROUGH OUT THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE! ):

Pictures will be uploaded soon, i left my camera with Asmida! -_-